i'm over committing myself

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 16:14:10 GMT

Hmm, so I told her that I like her and it really didnt go down aswell as I'd hoped.
I thought she liked me too but obviously not, or she'd have told me by now ;(

Today was pretty shitty, I just lounged about smoking and drinking coffee.
Then John came home and said he was going to Pizza Hut with Sally and wouldn't be home until late.
So i'm by myself for agessss D:

Not much more to say really.

i'm over commiting myself.
i guess this is growing up.
i'm sleeping so little these days.
i guess this is growing up.
i'm feeling things are about to change.
i guess this is growing up.

seeing and meeting forever the sickest kids completed my life...really.
i told them how they'd helped me through the hard times and they listened to me and told me to "stay strong and everything will be fine."
they played coffee break too.
and dedicated it to me.
it was amazizznznznzngg! :)

i miss her :(

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:25:46 GMT

8 years ago today my mum passed away. It feels shitty right now, and I'm in a shit mood.
Both Rachel & Georgina have said having a LiveJournal will help, but I doubt it will.
But hey, I'll try to get all my anger and shit out on here and not take it out on other people.

Today I went to work and got shouted at by my manager for giving John free coffee.
I almost got sacked, I just laughed.

Dont get me wrong, I love London but I miss people back home so much.
Hopefully they'll all come down to visit us at some point. London still scares me a little though.
Me and John watched Creep last night then got the last train from Camden to Kings Cross. I was shitting myself.
I wanted to go to Charing Cross to make it more authentic but John wouldn't have any of it.

Hmm, my life is so interesting.

Harrison Tinsdale

i'm over committing myself